so im sittin here in the library wit my best bud arnold doing his homework next to me. he seems like he has his life in order and i feel like..hopeless. my life is certainly not goin according to the plan i had so carefully constructed. but then im not surprised. god is jus testing my ability to overcome obstacles but sometimes i jus want to scream my head off at him and ask why. but then there is another part of me that has always had this underlyin faith in myself that i will get over it; i will overcome it; i will defeat it.
i wish i wrote in this more regularly. writing is my therapy and i do it almost everyday in some way. my darn computer doesnt have internet i dont like using my lil bro's computer. his room stinks and his chair is uncomfortable. lol.
i jus lost my sudden inspiration to write in here. lol. but i will try and keep up with this blog. i love it too much to let it go. another time.
the 411
- missbritanny
- bay area, CA, United States
- i believe that this space cannot absolutely contain all that is about me. so i'll describe myself in a few sentences. my life as of right now is at a turning point. do i decide to do what i believe is something that i was destined for? or do i follow the path that was meant for me to follow? the path that was carefully molded just for me to timidly journey along? from my dreams to the insurmountable but unintentional pressure i receive from my parents, i chose to live its day to the fullest and hope that watever path i do follow, will be the right one for me.
1 comment:
Hey you spelled "with" wrong. you're missing an h. Lol j/k. But yeah good call, I totally overlooked "passed". But yeah, overcome the stench and keep on writing! To address the loss of inspiration part, just join forums or writing groups and start spreading out your site. It'll give you a reason to write in hear.
("hear" was done purposely to keep you on your toes haha)
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